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[Mar. 31st, 2005|10:03 am] |
hey ive got a new lj...
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[Mar. 1st, 2005|05:43 pm] |
| You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.
Unipolar Depression | | 75% | Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder | | 67% | Schizophrenia | | 67% | Antisocial Personality Disorder | | 67% | Borderline Personality Disorder | | 17% | Eating Disorders | | 0% | </td>
Which mental disorder do you have?
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[Feb. 27th, 2005|12:25 am] |
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[Feb. 27th, 2005|12:24 am] |
You Are Depressed |
No doubt about it, you're feeling very down.
Maybe you've had a bad day, or maybe you need help.
Either way, make sure to take good care of yourself right now. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|08:35 am] |
i got a new boyfriend last night!
yay!
his name is sam and he's a rock child. :) |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|07:26 pm] |
Name a song or two that reminds you of...
[1] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend: Vermillion Pt 2- Slipknot
[2] Your longest relationship: Punk Rock Princess (acoustic)- Something Corporate
[3] The best party you ever went to: Beer- Reel Big Fish
[4] The best moment of your life: Rock Show- Blink 182
[5] Getting high for the first time: It BLows My Ming- Snoop Dogg
[6] Last school year: im still at school, but lets just say, last years school year... The Middle- Jimmy Eat World
[7] Leaving home for vacation/school/moving out: Dont Cry- Guns n Roses
[8] Middle school: Youth Of The Nation- P.O.D
[9] Your best friend: soph (If U C Jordan- Something Corporate) led (Cookie Jar- Jack Johnson) limps (Xplosive- Xzibit)
[10] Summer 2004: Prison Sex- Tool
[11] Halloween 2004: Strawberry Gashes- Jack Off Jill
[12] The one that got away: Kill- Jimmy Eat World
[13] Singing in the shower: I Woke Up In A Car- Something Corporate
[14] Riding to school: ... Slowdance On The Inside- Taking Back Sunday
[15] Rainy days: Hurt- Nine Inch Nails |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|12:25 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | justify my thug- jay z | ] |
You Know It's All About You (Over 100 Questions) | Created by niney123 and taken 6120 times on bzoink! | | .:General Info:. | | Name: | maddie | | Age: | 15 | | Gender: | female | | Height: | tall | | Birthday: | may 22nd | | Hair Color: | black | | Describe yourself in one word: | quirky | | Describe your personality in one word: | moody | | .:School Life:. | | What grade are you in: | im going into 10th next year (2005) | | What school do you go to: | sceggs | | And where is that: | darlinghurst.. | | Do you get good grades: | no way | | Favorite Subject: | design and technology | | .:Love Life:. | | Sexual Preference: | guys | | Do you have a bf/gf: | not anymore... :( | | If so,what is their name: | there name was rory | | How long have you been dating: | we went out for 3 months... | | Do you consider yourself in love with them: | i was... | | If so,why: | he's the most amazing guy... | | Have you had your first kiss: | yyess | | If so,when: | meh.. duno | | Do you have a crush: | yyyeah | | If so,what is their name: | im not telling you | | Why do you like them: | they're really nice and loving | | Do they know you: | yeah | | Do they know that you like them: | maybe | | How long have you known them: | not too long | | .:Friends:. | | Best Friend(s): | rory.. led.. limps.. luce.. | | How long have you been friends: | for what feels like forever | | Do you consider yourself a good friend: | sometimes | | How many friends do you think you have: | a fair amount | | Most popular: | limps | | Most conceited: | conceited? | | Friendliest: | led | | Meanest: | not telling | | Prettiest: | rory.. jks jks luce | | Craziest: | rory | | Oldest: | led | | Youngest: | soph | | Most recent: | roz | | Smartest: | roz | | .:Favorites:. | | Food: | pasta | | Person: | rory | | Number: | 10 | | Show: | the o.c, one tree hill, ab fab... | | Letter: | Z | | Song: | punk rock princess- something corporate, there is- box car racer | | Band/Singer: | blink, box car, so.co, tbs, sum, simple plan, g.c... | | Place in the world: | port douglas | | Season: | winter | | .:Your-:. | | Dream Vacation: | san deigo | | Dream House: | some amazing mansion with a pool... | | Dream Room: | big... filled with love | | Location: | my location? | | .:Last Time You:. | | | Watched T.V.: | im watching it now | | Went to the bathroom: | jeez... 4 hours ago | | Ate: | 5 hours ago | | Slept: | 25 hours ago | | Listened to music: | im listening to music now | | Used the phone: | 1 hour ago | | IMed someone/Got an IM: | im on msn rite now | | Went to school: | hahaha weeks ago.. its the holz :D | | Played a game: | game... the sims!! 3 days ago.. i guess | | Took a shower: | this morning haha | | Hugged someone: | today.. at roz's | | Went on a date: | i havnt been on one!!!!! (good one roz) | | Wrote a letter: | 3 mins ago | | Cried: | half an hour ago | | .:Last Person You:. | | Hugged: | roz | | Kissed: | ... ages ago... roz? | | Laughed at: | roz | | Cried over: | roz | | IMed/Got an IM from: | roz | | Hurt: | roz | | Talked to: | roz | | Spoke to on the phone: | wook and jayden | | Ate with: | uhh roz! | | Spent time with: | roz | | Saw: | soph | | Missed: | roz | | Heard: | soph | | Played with: | soph | | .:Have You Ever:. | | Been out of the country: | yah | | Been out of state/province: | yah | | Done drugs: | yah | | Done anything illegal: | yah | | Slapped someone: | yah | | Cut yourself: | yah | | Played an instrument: | yah | | Hurt someone for no reason: | yah | | Hurt someone: | ysh | | Killed an insect/bug: | yah | | Gotten stung by a bee: | yah | | Lied to your parents: | yah | | Stole Something: | yah | | Kissed Someone: | yah | | .:This Or That:. | | Rock or Rap: | rock! | | Singing or Songwriting: | songwriting | | Tennis Shoes or Sandals: | neither.. cons | | Phone or Computer: | both! | | Biking or Skating: | both!! | | Analog or Digital: | eh?! | | Coke or Pepsi: | coke | | Sprite or Sierra Mist: | sprite | | MTV or VH1: | mtv | | R&B or Country: | eww neither | | Cingular or T-Mobile: | wtf? | | Cats or Dogs: | dogs | | AIM or Yahoo: | wtf? | | Bzoink or Quizilla: | quizilla | | .:Word Association:. | | Birthday: | cake | | Peanut: | penis | | Good Charlotte: | LOVE | | Ravioli: | yum | | President Bush: | boo! | | T.V.: | mtv | | Rock: | my life | | Rap: | blah | | Chef: | suave | | Boys: | *thumbs down* | | Girls: | angelina jolie (LOL) | | Calendar: | months | | Fan: | mail | | Evil: | bitch | | .:Right Now: | | Eating: | nothing | | Drinking: | nothing | | Watching: | ab fab | | What is on your mousepad: | its a piece of paper | | What are you doing: | talking to roz.. writing in my diary | | What song are you listening to: | justify my thug... jay z | | What's in your CD player: | so.co- leaving thru the window | | Wearing: | blink tshirt, blue shorts | | Time: | 12;23 am | | Month: | december | | Day of the Month: | 13th | | Year: | 2004 | | Day of the week: | monday | | What website are you on: | inthecut_ | | .:Random Things:. | | What color is your mousepad: | oi i said.. its just paper | | What color is your keyboard: | grey | | What is the phrase you use the most online: | im sorry.. hha umm "wats happnin" | | Did you like this survey: | yah | | Are you sad that it's over: | yah :( | | What are you gonna do after this survey is over: | talk to roz | | Do you like pop-up ads: | no | | How long have you been online: | too long | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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[Dec. 10th, 2004|05:24 pm] |
1. what did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?: too many stupid things...
2. did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?: pft. not at all.. i will try and keep some solid ones for '05
3. did anyone close to you give birth?: not really close to me...
4. did anyone close to you die?: unfortunately, yeah...
5. what countries did you visit?: um just australia :D
6. what would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?: love
7. what dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?: septemeber 5th... september 13th... april 4th... may 22nd... november 18th... november 24th.... september 6th
8. what was your biggest achievement of the year?: uhhh this year hasnt been my best year....
9. what was your biggest failure?: this year has been one big fat failure
10. did you suffer illness or injury?: yah huh... fkd up ankle as for one of them
11. what was the best thing you bought?: swear bands and dog tags
12. whose behaviour merited celebration?: limps...
13. whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?: jessie's
14. where did most of your money go?: phone credit... train fares hahahaha
15. what did you get really, really, really excited about?: seeing Blink 182 live in september
16. what song will always remind you of 2004?: punk rock princess- something corporate
17. compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder?: hard to say, depends...
b) thinner or fatter?: thinner
c) richer or poorer?: uhhhh... poorer
18. what do you wish you'd done more of?: smiling
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?: cutting
20. how will you be spending christmas?: At home, with the rest of these nuts.
22. did you fall in love in 2004?: yeah... dammn...
23. how many one-night stands?: Wouldn't you like to know *wink wink*.
24. what was your favourite tv program?: the o.c
25. do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?: na.... wait... aw na...
26. what was the best book you read?: bergdorf blondes
27. what was your greatest musical discovery?: so.co!!
28. what did you want and get?: rory... for 2 months and 3.5 weeks
29. what did you want and not get?: taller...
30. what was your favourite film of this year?: uhhhhhhh the village? lol i dunno.. mean girls i guess
31. what did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?: went out for the day with jessie, i was 14.
32. what's one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: uuuh, not cutting and hurting people....
33. how would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?: punk... rock....
34. what kept you sane?: getting out of reality...
35. which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: BAM... benji... tom delonge... travis barker... derrick from sum 41.... johnny knox
36. what political issue stirred you the most? The election results in america...
37. who did you miss?: courtney...
38. who was the best new person you met?: rory
39: who was the worst?: jessie
39. tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: Never run from love. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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| | Nicotene: Anet | ] |
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[Jul. 27th, 2004|08:13 pm] |
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| | Eye Of The Tiger | ] |
| You are -1% geek |  </td><td valign="top">Boy, you really broke through the bottom on this one. You are SO not geek. I recommend staying away from conventions, computer stores, colleges, universities, or anywhere else people might display the slightest interest in something other than what's on TV at the present moment. Your mere presence among geeks of any degree is incredibly dangerous to the continued existence of the known universe. Here, I'll say it slow so you can understand: Anti-geek + Geek = Big Boom. Now go read a book, for god's sake.</td></tr>
Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com |
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[Jul. 25th, 2004|11:42 am] |
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| |  angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Video Killed The Radio Star | ] |
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
Cried: yes
Bought Something: no
Gotten Sick: yer
Sang: yup
Said I Love You: yess
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yer
Met Someone New: no
Moved On: no
Talked To Someone: yea im pretty sure i did
Had A Serious Talk: yes
Missed Someone: mmhmm
Hugged Someone: no
Kissed Someone: no
Fought With Your Parents: probably
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yess.. always
Had a lot of sleep: not at all
LAST PERSON WHO....
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: umm myself?
Made you cry: ******
Spent the night at your house: my family ?
You shared a drink with: oooh alex emma and jess.. hehe my slurpie at the jnction!
You went to the movies with: dana
You went to the mall with: soph limpz jess alex and emzy
Sent you an e-mail: lulu!
You kissed: ummm
HAVE YOU EVER....
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: yes! stupid bitch
Been to New York?: yer
Been to Florida?: yea
California?: yes
Hawaii?: yes!
Mexico?:no
China?: no
Canada?: no
Danced naked?: i dont think so
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: not sure
Wish you were the opposite sex?: yea cause boys have it easy
Had an imaginary friend?: r.i.p bob. forever in my heart.
RANDOM
Red or blue?: blue
Spring or fall?: sprinq
Last noise you heard?: music
Last time you went out of the state: god.. that was ages ago
Things you like in a girl/guy?: hair LOL
Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
What book are you reading now?: hp. poa (again)
Worst feeling in the world: missing your friends
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: oh fuken hell.. im still here
Future daughter's name: ava
Future son's name: ryder
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: pro soccer player
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: riqhty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: nope
What's under your bed: magazines
Current Age: 14
Siblings: one sis.. one half sis
Location: rose fucking bay
Piercings: zilch
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: i wish
THE EXTRA STUFF...
Do you do drugs?: depends
Do you drink?: no
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use? garnier
What clothes do you sleep in?: anything im wearing haha!
Who is the last person who called you?: jessie
Where do you want to get married?: a beach.. or vegas
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? there's too much
Who do you really hate?: not sayin =X
Been In Love?: dont think so
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: i dont drive
Are You Timely Or Always Late: always late
Do You Have A Job: yea i work at a camp with some cool kids .. melanie + lara =]
Do You Like Being Around People: sometimes yes sometimes no
Are you for world peace: suree
Are you a health freak: im not a health freak but i like for ppl to be clean
STUFF...
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yea
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yea
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: not really
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: ehh
Ever Liked a close boy/Girl Friend: yeah
Are You Lonely Right Now: no
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yeah
Do You Want To Get Married: yes
Do You Want Kids: yeah
FAVORITE...
Room In house: my room
Song: vindicated by dashboard confessional.. for the moment
Memory: idk
Day Of The Week: friday
Color: red black and white
Month: may or june
Season: sprinq |
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[Jul. 25th, 2004|11:28 am] |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2004|10:08 pm] |
I can quit any time I want though. I swear.
although I highly doubt it.
I get it for free, so it's not like its ruining me
but it is affecting me.
except I seem to be doing better lately. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2004|08:25 pm] |
[Do you drink alcohol]?: not often
[Do you party a lot? How often?]: no, not really.
[Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?]: yep.
[How often do you use the word like in an average hour?]: like, way too much :)
[Do you skip classes? How often?]: haha, every time i skip i get caught. so almost never.
[Do you have casual sex? Protected?]: no.
[Do you steal?]: no
[Do you wear inappropriate clothing?]: no, i like to cover up.
[Do you drool over celebrities?]: depends who
[Do you watch a lot of TV?]: nope not really. jst the o.c
[Do you ever watch the News?]: no i dont watch much tellie
[Do you even care about world issues?]: yes
[Do you read books often?]: no
[Are you failing a lot of your classes?]: hahah yes!
[Do you spend most of your time with your friends?]: yep, i try to.
[Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?]: um.. is b.j a mall?
[Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?]: nope.
[Do you cuss a lot?]: more than i need to.
[Are you desperate to fit in?]: nope
[Are you intelligent?]: i wish.
~The Goth Stereotype
[Black lipstick?]: no
[Black eyeliner?]: depends
[Black eyeshadow?]: depends
[Black trenchcoat?]: nope
[Black boots?]: no
[Black fishnets?]: nope.
[Black nail polish]: yup
[Heavy metal music?]: some
[Marilyn Manson?]: no
[Kittie?]: no
[Cradle of Filth?]: never liked em much.
[Constant frown and perpetual angst?]: hahahah some people may say.. at some times
[Are you an intellectual?]: god i hope not :)
[An atheist?]: nope.
[Horrible home life?]: mmm.
[Hopelessly depressed?:] yea, i guess.
[Suffering with suicidal idealations?]: mmhmm
[Self-mutilation?]: yes
~The Punk Stereotype
[Plaid?]: meh
[Big black boots?]: nar
[Mohawk?]: OMG HOTNESS if i was a dude, i'd so have one. guys wit 'hawks are sexy mo fo's
[Excessive piercings?]: hehehe i wish
[Especially facial]: nope
[Loud, confident and opinionated?]: yes yes , but maybe not confident
[Wild hair colors?]: if i ddnt go to a fucking snob school then YES
[NOFX?]: no thanks
[Rancid?]: ****
~The Jock Sterotype
[What's your IQ?]: i don't know.. i don't want to know. lol.
[Do you watch a lot of sports?]: yer
[Play a lot of sports?]: jst soccer. but lots of it
[Talk a lot about sports?]: hahah yES
[Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?]: hmmm yer
[Are you arrogant?]: no
[Are you a male or female whore?]: ..female. no whore.
[Are you homophobic?]: no
[Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?]: nope
[Boobs = yes?]: i have boobs...small ones, but they're there! i swear
[Parties = yes?]: meh
[Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?]: no thanks
~The Girl Stereotype
[Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?]: when i want to.
[Have you ever been on a diet?]: not a real one.
[How much did you lose?]: ??
[Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?]: yup.. full on e.d
[Make yourself throw up?]: mmhmmm
[Make-up?]: nar
[Low-cut tops?]: i have nothing for them to fill.
[Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?]: probably.
[Giggle a lot?]: sometimes.
[What's the deal with boys?]: sigh. boys.
[Thongs?]: uhh no
[Pretty bras?]: hahaha nothing to put in em!!
[YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?]: teen vogue
[Who's the weaker sex?]: i think both sexes have really bad weaknesses.
[Are you a feminist?:] i don't know.
This Or That
[Originality or Acceptance?]: originality
[Independence or Companionship?]: i dunno, both?
[Stability or Freedom?]: both
[Personal or Interpersonal?]: both.
[Introvert or Extrovert?]: umm both .. somehow..
[Popularity or Isolation?]: er.. a gray area.. i think knowing alot of people is fun.. but doesnt necessarily mean you're popular.
[Unique or Loved?]: both
[Understood or Individual?]: welllll.. uhh both?..ermm.
[You or Them?]: them |
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[Jul. 21st, 2004|07:27 pm] |
If there to be a movie made about your life, who would play who?
Yourself and Why? -
Your Love Interest and Why? -
Your Best Friend and Why? -
Your Enemy and Why? -
Any Family Member and Why? - |
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[Jul. 19th, 2004|07:03 pm] |
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| | I'm Lost Without You: Blink 182 | ] |
Characteristics of Those Who Develop Food-Related Problems
1. Often grew up as Perfectionists. no.
a) high expectations from father, either verbalized or not yes
b) often first-borns yes
2. Mother has a history of dieting. mmhmmm
a) a lot of focus put on weight and appearance yup all the way
3. Grew up in a home where father was "emotionally distant". No
a) desire to please father yer
b) attempts to gain father's approval yer
4. Often times had a mother that was a co-dependent. Woah yes.
a) Father may have been an addict mother is… dad; no.
5. Homes with very strict (overly so) discipline, where punishment was severe and physical. Mmm.
6. Parents who used Guilt/Shame as a method to discipline or punishment. Dear god yes.
7. Homes in which sexuality was not discussed or treated in a "dirty" manner. Woah. Yes.
8. Fathers who used daughters to complain about mother. Jesus Christ. This is my life.
9. Homes in which children were forced to be adults. WELCOME TO MY LIFE. YES.
a) Daughters who "raised" other kids. no
b) not allowed to be kids 1/2 and 1/2
10. Those who have been sexually abused. no
a) including fondling no
b) including incest ew. no.
11. Those who have been the victims of any type.
a) neglect Yes
b) verbal abuse Yes.
12. Those with Biochemical imbalances. Yes
a) brain allergies No
b) hypoglycemia No
13. Addictions to diets and dieting. hi. yes.
a) compulsive dieting Yes
b) fasting mmm
c) diuretic use no
d) laxative abuse no
e) prescription drug abuse yes
14. Desire to OVERPLEASE. Yess.
a) overcontrol through people-pleasing Yess
15. Tendency to ignore or deny anger. mm
16. Overuse food for pleasure or reward. yesss
a) food becomes the main focus for pleasure yess |
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[Jul. 17th, 2004|11:38 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Say Anything: Good Charlotte | ] |
To realize the value of One Year,
Ask a student who failed his or her AP exams.
To realize the value of One Month,
Ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of One Week,
Ask an editor of a weekly magazine.
To realize the value of One Day,
Ask a daily wage laborer who has six kids to feed.
To realize the value of One Hour,
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of One Minute,
Ask a person who missed their train.
To realize the value of One Second,
Ask the person who survived an accident.
To realize the value of One Millisecond,
Ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2004|09:11 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Screaming Infedelities: Dashboard Confessional | ] |
i really kinda hate this song.. the artist.. the tune.. the fucking guitar bits in it.. but i love the lyrics.. there's just something about them that i guess i can relate too....
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I live
I breathe
I let it rain on me
I sleep
I wake
I try hard not to break
I crave
I love
I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I laugh
I feel
I make believe it's real
I fall
I freeze
I pray down on my knees
I hope
I stand,
I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
why do you see
why do you see
why do you see
why do you see right through me |
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[Jul. 10th, 2004|01:47 pm] |
What Would You Do If...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I WERE hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me: |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 9th, 2004|05:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cute Without The 'E': Taking Back Sunday | ] |
25 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do...
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 9 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 4th, 2004|01:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | self harm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rolling Through The Hood: Kelis | ] |
hhoookay well not relly in a good mood. im in a bit of a self harm mood i guess.. i don't really know why either.
i had soccer this morning. we played Manly.. theyr like da top team, they won.. 2-0. it was a pretty good game but. poor jess fucked up her ankle and i think nic is pissed at me... :( not good.
yer well im just bumbing round here doing shit all................. i wish i had something fun 2 do bra.
laters. |
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| still tomorrow forget the sorrow i can be on the last train home |
[Jul. 3rd, 2004|01:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Last Train Home: Lost Profits | ] |
well.. last nite i stayed over at nic's house we bludged and watched movies and shit.. hmm well b4 dat we had training and we got off da bus and jess n tina wer there.. smoking. it just looked so natural coming from jess (very thirteen actually *ha*) um but tina its kinda well like yer.. jess u wouldnt expect her.. she's so innocent looking hehehe. but yer.. eh im boooooooooooooooooooooooooooored and jess sed she'd text me later :( IM BORED... heheeh go me! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 3rd, 2004|01:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Must Get Out: Maroon 5 | ] |
This is pretty cool! try it out.
Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It takes
about three minutes.
First..get a pen and paper.
When you actually choose names, make sure
it's
people you actually know and go with your first
instinct.
Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read
ahead or you'll ruin it!
1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a
column.
2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down
any
two numbers you want.
3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names
of
members of the opposite sex.
NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN
OUT
RIGHT!
4. Write anyone's name (like friends or
family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.
5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and
11.
GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!
6. Finally, make a wish.
And now the key for the game.....
1. You must tell (the number in space 2)
people
about this game.
2. The person in space 3 is the one that you
love.
3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't
work out.
4. You care most about the person you put in
4.
5. The person you name in number 5 is the
one
who knows you very well.
6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.
7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with
the person in number 3.
8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7
9. The tenth space is the song that tells you
most about YOUR mind.
10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel
about life
NOW...post this bulletin (dont reply) within the
hour... IF you do..
your wish will come true...
If you don't it will become the opposite.
( Read more... ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 3rd, 2004|12:57 pm] |
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 if there is one person you cant stop thinking about, post this same exact sentance in your journal
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| Se7ev |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|08:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | In Public: Kelis | ] |
Seven things you love:
1) my best mate
2) my fone (wen it has credit)
3) playing soccer
4) hugs
5) laughing
6) good tasteful music (old school :D)
7) chocolate covered strawberries
Seven things you hate:
1) nightmares
2) scary memories
3) fake people
4) people who say shit about me behind my back
5) depression
6) self harm
7) war
Seven things in your bedroom:
1) me
2) my bed
3) my couch
4) my computer
5) heater!! ( GO ME )
6) clothes
7) cd/radio player
Seven things to do before death:
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7) ^ i'll play it by ear ; )
Seven things you can do:
1) talk a lot
2) play soccer
3) give hugs!
4) play the drums
5) french braids!!!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOO :D
6) scare people (hehahehahehahe!)
7) touch type
Seven things you can't do:
1) good cartwheels
2) lie to my BFFs
3) splits
4) go on rollercoasters that go upside down
5) surf!!! hahaha
6) listen to shit music
7) eat anchovies .. *shudder*
Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1) compassion
2) having things in common
3) smile
4) eyes
5) great personality
6) sense of humour
7) mohawks!!
Top seven movies:
1) cruel intentions
2) virgin suicides
3) rock and roll highschool
4) honey
5) school of rock
6) thirteen
7) josie and the pussycats (haha dont ask)
Top seven things you say most:
1) fuck
2) meh
3) hot!
4) hehaheha
5) J:RAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6) bugger
7) biatch
hehe stole this off xxtruelovexx! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|02:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cookie Jar: Jack Johnson | ] |
My holidays have actually kind of been boring... eh.. i havnt really done much. On monday i had to babysit annabelle and tommy in Darling Point.. i made 25 bucks.. and got more phone credit and Teenvogue.. there's that gone :( oh well.. Tuesday.. what did i do on tuesday, eh i just kinda bummed round the place and then i had soccer training. Dad told Jess not to train so she sat out.. and so i sat out too. Hehe we were kinda (physically) fighting for most of it anyways.. hehe oh yea and dad went into hospital again. Wednesday dad's still in hospital.. yer.. i met up with Jess and her school mates Hollie and Veta and then once hollie and veta left jess and i just bludged round for a while. Today i was supposed to go and see new york minute with Sophie at the new greater union in the junction but cuz it just didnt seem right, and i didnt really feel up for it. Who know's what i'll do tomorrow... Oh but i've got soccer training tomoro :) there's something to look forward too. Nic wrote me this really long email so im off to reply to that.
"There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I have loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough"
-"The Notebook" |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 29th, 2004|07:49 pm] |
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
::Girl hugs him::
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If there is anyone in life you love this much, please repost this. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|04:11 pm] |
Thirteen randon things i like...
1. mohawks
2. text messaging
3. mtv
4. black nail polish
5. jessie's necklace
6. vintage clothing stores
7. skateboard stickers
8. drumming
9. converse sneakers
10. strawberries
11. the noise my fone makes wen u click the keys
12. writing poems
13. hugs
twelve movies
1. bend it like beckham
2. cruel intentions
3. mean girls
5. school of rock
6. thirteen
7. the ring
8. romy and michelles highschool reunion
9. the virgin suicides
10. beyond borders
11. gothika
12. jeeperes creepers
eleven good bands/artist
1. blink 182
2. dashboard confessional
3. kelis
4. the strokes
5. the darkness
6. yellowcard
7. the who
8. the clash
9. the ramones
10. 2pac
11. teaparty
ten things about u phyically
1. blue eyes
2. nose been broken 3 times
3. pretty tall
4. long fingernails (hahaha wtf)
5. right beyond shoulder length hair
6. freakles
7. front tooth has been capped!! haha after i broke the real one~! go me!
8. big hands !(LOL)!
9. non-pierced ears
10. big feet. hehehe
nine good friends
1. jessie
2. jessica strutt
3. india
4. emmz
5. lu
6. kennedy
7. elli
8. dana
9. nic
eight favorite drinks/food
1. salmon
2. blueberries
3. blackberries
4. guacomole
5. brocolli
6. rasberries
7. strawberries
8. lemon lime and bitters
seven things u wear daily
1. jessie's necklace (whenever i have it n e ways)
2. hair elastics
3. underwear
4. clothes.. most times.. heeh jks
5. my fone.. it is like attatched to my hand
6. lipgloss
7. a smile =)
six things that annoy you
1. bitches
2. private school life
3. media coverage of celebrities problems ENOUGH ALREADY!!!
4. people who have so many unfair davantages because of their family/money
5. image problems
6. being out of credit
five things u touch daily
1. my toothbrush
2. my hair
3. food
4. clothing/jewelery
5. my bed
four shows u watch
1. c.s.i
2. e.r
3. the o.c
4. the simple life
one person u could spend the rest of ur life with
1. i don't really know what the rest of my life is gonna be like, and i dont really feel confortable picking someone who wouldnt pick me but probaly jessie |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|09:46 pm] |
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
01 - being alone
02 - going to sleep at night
03 - loosing the person i love the most
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 - surds and algebra (maths shit)
02 - my scratches!
03 - guys
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
01 - blue shorts
02 - blue singlet
03 - underwear....
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 - mobile fone
02 - hair brush
03 - cds
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01 - never lose a limb
02 - get married
03 - work somewhere cool
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 - my eyes
02 - me height
03 - my ... ears?? jksjks.. um prolly my erm lips? eh no idea
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 - my stomach
02 - my NOES!
03 - my fat! lol!
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
01 - im obsessed with drawing lightning bolts
02 - i dont feel the cold (all this blubber)
03 - ferrets are sweet ass
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01 - what the fuck?!
02 - waeva
03 - aye bra
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
01 - orange county
02 - bali
03 - south west rocks
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
01 - madz
02 - becks
03 - ferret
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
01 - canyoubendit
02 - madsmeister
03 - fuck_yoooouz_all |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|07:14 pm] |
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1. Enter your first name only into google.
2. Click on "Images".
3. Pick your favorite and post it in your journal.
(omg theyr like all dogs!! *literally*)
( me!! ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 21st, 2004|08:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | someday: the strokes | ] |
hey um i dont think i love koby any more... i think ive kinda drifted off that.. but dont worry if i ever get the chance yes i will rape him.. i just don't feel that he ever could or would like me after all this shit thats happened. eh oh well.. hehehe i have jessie =D |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 21st, 2004|08:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Temptation: Teaparty | ] |
hello |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|02:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Day That I Die: Good Charlotte (wtf!!) | ] |
My Life as a movie soundtrack!
Opening Credits: Riot Girl: Good Charlotte
Average-day scene: In This Diary: The Ataris
Best-friend scene: What’s My Age Again?: Blink 182
First-date scene: Ocean Avenue: Yellowcard
Falling-in-love scene: Hands Down: Dashboard Confessional
Sex scene: Temptation: Tea Party
Love scene: Cheating Gets It Faster: Jimmy Eat World
Fight-with-friend scene: There Is No I In Team: Taking Back Sunday
Realise-damage-done-and-fix-up-friendship-scene: Wonderwall: Oasis
Break-up scene: I Hate Everything About You: Three Days Grace
Get-back-together scene: Always: Blink 182
Wedding scene: Bittersweet Symphony: Verve
Long-night-alone scene: What It Is To Burn: Finch
Heartbreak scene: Cookie Jar: Jack Johnson
Mental-breakdown scene: Hailey’s Song: Eminem
Driving scene: Rolling Through The Hood: Kelis
Deep-thought scene: Lemon: Katy Rose
Regret scene: Stockholm Syndrome: Blink 182/ Adam’s Song: Blink 182 [remix]
Lesson-learning scene: Story Of A Lonely Guy: Blink 182
"Life's okay" scene: Underappreciated: Christina Aguleria
Party at house scene: Thrasher: N*E*R*D*
Happy dance scene: Someday: The Strokes
Moshing scene: First Date: Blink 182
Flashback scene: Vindicated: Dashboard Confessional
Fight scene: Cheating Gets It Faster: Jimmy Eat World
Death scene: Until The Day I Die: Story Of The Year
Closing credits: Happy Ending: Avril Lavigne |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|09:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | vindicated: dashboard confessional | ] |
lifes pretty cool ya no |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 6th, 2004|07:55 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | until the day i die: story of the year | ] |
well today i had soccer. lots of soccer. we played on this midget pitch out at cronulla.. n e wayz. played u14's. we lost 3-0.. bad game.. i sucked. den i played da 16's. well not much of it. one of da opposition SLAPPED tina inda face inda second half.. she got P-i-s-e-d bout that. and then in da second half, lorna got injured. REALLY BADLY. shes broken her fucking ankle and is out for 8 weeks. its horrible. my poor lorna. da clique allstars aint guna b da same.. : (
signing off.. my fingies are sticky from eating all these oranges.. hehehehe go me...
p.s i love koby :D |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|10:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Victim Of A Foolish Heart: Joss Stone | ] |
ouchies... hookay so right now ive got a goddam splitting headache from.. well u duno wot :( it aint that nice. oh i think its from too much computer.. n e way i'll be going to bed soon anyway. right now i wana take this chance to say how much i love koby. i love him so much it hurts. i could cry because i love him so much.. he knows i exsist.. but does he want me in his life? i feel like im using jess because they are twins.. im always asking her "so hows koby going" it does make me feel really bad, cuz i care bout jess more than anyone. she's like my best friend.. she just doesnt no that.. she doesnt really need to know that anyway. i wish i could see koby. i need koby. i need him to hold me when im sad, and tell me that everything is ok. he's the kind of person that i could talk to without being bored out of my ass. he's the kinda guy that has always kept me wanting more. not to mention he has a mohawk. i wish i was with him.. *sigh*
anyway im fuken exhausted and jess hasnt rung me .. so yea... im going to sleep.
laters
:maaaadie :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
Push it out, fake a smile
Avert disaster, just in time
I need a drink, cause in a while
Worthless answer from friends in mind
It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore
Girls posess me, but they're never mine
I made my entrance, avoided hazards
Checked my engine, I fell behind
I fell behind
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin' boy
Remember when I was in the grocery store, now's my time
Lost the words,lost my nerve, lost the girl, left a line
I would wish upon a star, but that star, it doesn't shine
So read my book with a boring ending
A short story of a lonely guy
I fell behind
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin' boy
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause i'm still just a stupid worthless boy
*sigh* my all time fave blink song. it reminds me of the stupid things that zoe and i use to do together. |
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